My baby boy!
He tells me he loves me, & I love him too.. He tells me he won’t leave me& I say I won’t leave him. He says I’m his everything& I say he is my world. Every time he says all of this it kind of hurts me.. I don’t know why. I trust him & all but I guess my pass just scares me. Every single one of them said this but they all played me & left..he says he ain’t like any of them but really IT’S TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. I love him I don’t want to lose him. Why do I still feel hurt & something is gonna happen?!?!…really I don’t want this to end, but it’s so hard to believe in this relationship..yeah were having a baby but that doesn’t mean that he’ll stay. He can always get up and leave. Look how many people out there that isn’t with there baby’s daddy.. It can happen but I don’t want it too.. Oh God please give me a sign that everything will be A OK…
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Dear Someone,
I actually dont want to give anyone a second chance. Or i can’t think of anyone to give a second chance too. SORRY!!!..haha
Haven’t been on this thing since..forever.. Well whenever the last time I came on haha…I’m just sitting in my office & nothing to do…HELLER give me SOMETHING to do…haha.. SIGH this pass weekend was busy.. This coming up weekend I just can’t wait..a lot of fun things to do..YESSIR!!! Can’t wait till tomorrow..girls night with Cindy Bio..she so needs to get out of that house..haha [luv yah sis]…ugh..LIFE IS GOOD!!! I love Darrel John Ramiscal Bio!!!
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Dear Everyone,
Not to be mean, but i do &did judge you all from your first impression. that’s just me & who i am. I mean so off you gave me good impressions &that’s why your still my friend. As for the others, i think if you can show me a whold different side of you, then probably i will make you one as my friends. Sorry i sound so damn bitchy, but hey, this is just me =)
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
This is an easy one. DARREL JOHN RAMISCAL BIO!! I can just picture myself walking down that isle in my customized dress that my mom will make for me. My favorite bouquet of flowers in one hand &my other hand wrapped around my dads arm. Looking ahead my bridesmaids to the left &the grooms men to the right. As I look straight ahead, there is my dream come true, my everything. With a big smile on my face looking into his eyes &with happy tears rolling down my face. Thinking to myself, WOW! is this really happening? he is the one, there is no turning back. Reminicsing to the day we first met, back to the days when we just talked about it &pictured it. Thinking WOW! i am so glad that i met him &we kept the conversation going. I LOVE HIM! this is it, i’m going to be a BIO!!
As for our future, I can’t wait.Them asking us for help with there homeworks, or them wanting to read to us. A kiss before they go to bed. Jumping on our bed saying ‘MOMMY, DADDY WAKE UP’ give us a morning hug & kiss. Making them breakfast, school lunches, &family dinners. Along to follow Family Activites. I can’t wait to experince my own family, with the happiness that will bring me. There is so much i got planned i just can’t wait for it to happen. THIS IS MY FUTURE!!! JTPB<3
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Dear Ex-Boyfriends,
Why did you have to break my heart &leave me sitting there crying for months. Putting my heart through all the misery. As i look back at it, I did EVERYTHING for you. I gave you EVERYTHING. I don’t understand why you guys got to go out there & play with my heart, when you could’ve told me straight up that you didnt want to be wih me. Even if i was living with you, you still had the nerve to do that. That’s why you came home late often &didn’t ask me to come out anymore. Ohmy, the past is the past, but it does still dawn on me that you did that to me. It makes me scared that I am not a good girlfriend &the next person I have in my life will do the same. It hurts. I am glad that now I have an AWESOME husband that understands me. That went through the same heartbreaking moments. I love it! I don’t need the rest of you assholes, and if one day you all coming running back to me, i will say ‘sorry its too late, i found the one i want to be with &that wants to be with me’…..
